Today is the first day of the spring, the temperature went up to 7 degrees.
Lesson of the day: Three solutions to every problem: accept it, change it, leave it. If you can't accept it, change it. If you can't change it, leave it.
Food: banana, lobster bisque, bun, salmon sushi, orange juice, one chocolate chip. I thought chocolate makes people happy since it leads to heightened levels of anandamide in the brain. But for me, it just tastes greasy. So for everyone, everything has different explanations. No matter how hard you try, something never work out, someone never understand. But if there's no rain, how can we see the rainbow in the end? It's just life. Day3: Dreamed about I am a journalist, chased for news everywhere, from the cruise to the land. I was running all the time. Exhausted to get one news to publish. Day2: Failed all the courses this term. Day1: Attended a club meeting. Rather then that, continuously stomachache 3 days. Especially Sunday night, that pain woke me up at 4am. Then I thought about the cancer. My mom always exaggerates things. However, look at myself now. More and more diseases, and I'm not 20 yet. What if I actually get cancer, I probably won't be too surprised. The first word I'll say is :" Don't worry, It'll be quick." to my parents. To me, the worst thing in the world is to see the ones I loved suffering in pain.. I'm afraid to let them down. Afraid to see their tears. Afraid to leave them in sadness. Afraid to not be able to support and hug them. When I think of these trivial things now, For a second, tears ran out. Such a emotional and sentimental kid. I want to be strong enough to protect them. Want to say: "Leave all to me and go rest." Want to be positive and let them happy all the times. Want to be the superman to them. And I will, I'll be the one I always want to be in my 20s. Confession: At the time I deleted everything about you, It means I gave up on you.
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AuthorA 1st year Computing & Financial Management student girl at University of Waterloo. Archives
March 2016
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